How do you like that double negative??? Sounds funny but if you think about it, its very very true. I CAN'T DO ____. Well, with that attitude, you will never be able to do it...
Its so easy to get down about something we have going on in our lives...maybe its money, relationships, jobs, spiritual journey, willpower, etc. These things we face everyday all can add up at times, and begin to jade our perspective on what we are capable of in the long run. Trust me, I know from personal experience...its very easy to get down when you keep getting "kicked" over and over again...and NOTHING seems to go right.
When we tell ourselves something over and over and over, we begin to believe it. "I can't get that job, I can't win this race, I can't set a good example, I can't change the way I live...I'm not good enough, I'm not pretty enough, I'm not smart enough. Well, your right. With that attitude, nothing will be accomplished. Negative thoughts lead to negative outlooks on life...and nobody likes a party pooper :)
It is very, very, hard at times, especially dealing with physical problems, to tell yourself that you can do something or that you have to "stay positive". Sometimes you just want to smack people in the face who tell you something "isn't a big deal" or that you can do something, when you know you physically can't...what you can do is tell yourself everyday that you are worth it and you try your best at everything you do...that way, in the end, you will know you at least tried and gave it your all.
I never in a million years thought I would be where I am right now. Even a year ago, I thought I would be sick and potentially disabled for the rest of my life. I was determined that this was not going to be the way it all "ended" http://edsshegetitfromhermomma.blogspot.com/2010/10/well-walk-this-road-together-through.html or at least that's what I thought at the time...
I was determined to find an answer. Many people told me I was wrong, how could I know these things? how could I find an answer, when researchers and doctors can't? Well, walk a day in my shoes and you can feel on a very physical level why I know that EMFs, and radiation from X-rays effect me...this is something doctors can't feel. I told myself I couldn't be right, and maybe I'm not, but I'm never going to give up the search. I am much, much better physically now because of some of the research I have done...so even if some see it as being in vain, I will NEVER regret what I have learned, or change the way I eat/live, now that I know what seems to effect/"set" my symptoms off.
Its at the darkest hour that we decide to change the way we live. Can't never could...
I am very thankful for all of my family and friends who have been with me along this roller-coaster I've called "life" for the last few years...but hey, we have to get busy living, or get busy dying? right? So never give up hope that your life, and the way you live has a purpose.
We are all here for a reason, never stop searching till you find that calling, because when you do, nothing else matters. Passion is the driving force for many great accomplishments...so live your life with passion and know that everything really does happen for a reason. Some of us just stop searching when things don't always go as "we" planned! It's the ones who stick it out that make changes...never stop searching, never give up hope, for you never know what tomorrow might bring :)
Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.
Steve Jobs, US computer engineer & industrialist
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